I was in the mode of seeking my soul, and internal motivation that would drive me to do very little things. I typed out "How to be a Happy Stay-At-Home-Mom" and a bunch of articles came out. I read some and few of the tips that top listed are; try to have a shower and get dress. It's amazing to feel some differences by just get yourself moving and do things. But I knew when the disease of double "L' hits, nothing much would work until the first step taken. Yes, I just stopped scrolling and get off my ass quickly to just try make the first step. All praise to Allah, that slowly I got better.
I never thought I will come back for blogging in the meantime. But somehow upon my searching for some inspirations for me to carry on my duty as a mom specifically with a tittle of Stay-At-Home-Mom, I found some sort inspired to read the writing of some other mothers. It's been ages, I had not 'blog-walking'. Here is one of the few blogs that touch a bit of my heart. Her words especially almost the end touches me. Why I Started Blogging When I got pregnant much sooner than we had planned with our second, I knew I would have to get creative fast. Parenting two under two was not what I planned on, but it has opened up my life and my heart boundlessly. Being at home with my two very young toddlers has yielded so many life lessons, as well as a perpetual need for coffee. I wanted to share some of what we do and some of the things we learned along the way. Little did I know, I would soon have readers, commenters, and people sharing in my writing! Now, I spend my day